| my name is aidan
and sometimes i scare myself so badly.
fucking
teenage
angst
(but i don't know if this is teenage angst is this teenage angst will i stop feeling this way at 12:01 july 30th 2009 when i cease to be an adolescent and BAM adulthood hits me in the chest cause i hope that is the way it works and i only have two.5 years left of apathetic bullshit okay okay okay)
i still haven't done my goddamn packet on the populist party that was due three weeks ago.
i have a 47% in ap history right now and i don't care and the not caring scares me more than any sort of self-loathing.
i want to care and i know i will start caring again tomorrow but right now i am scared and i've always wanted to concentrate on the present but i am too much in the present irght now this isn't making any sense whatsoever is it?
my favorite word is fuck.
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| our lunacy
it's so beautiful
yes yes yes
but what if we're
insane baby we're insane
at least i am.
i really am
entire portions of this life is
apathy and smeared eyeliner on the
tips of my fingers
alksjd my trains of thought are not going well
i just sent dean one of them and i am sure he will think me mentally unsound after all of this.
i am a brat and a drama queen and a self-absorbed little fucker
THERE ARE STARVING CHILDREN IN AFRICA YOU WHORE
shut the fuck up no one really cares about all the homework that you haven't done BECAUSE YOU CHOSE NOT TO NOT BECAUSE ANYONE MADE YOU NOT DO IT
stupid stupid stupid stupid ---
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in order of appearance:
flying piano
woodshedding
happy donut dance
seaweed. (also known as "NO DON'T TAKE MY PICTURE")
the girl in the lower right hand corner is Martha.
and the girl taking the movie is Erin
and the obnoxious girl dancing would be me.
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